thanks...i have a lot going on...

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You want to talk about it? Sorry if I seem a bit weird...just...I hate it when I'm down and no one here wants to know

it's fine, im pretty weird myself, and sure, i;ll tell you my story.... so i met this guy online, we fell head over heels for each other..we're engaged. so i planned on going to visit him and my parents went berserk and banned me from talking to him. ever. so basically, i miss my fiance, and that's all. our relationship is really strained right now.

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I can imagine! Gawd, that sucks! I mean, I can see where your parents are coming from...I guess they just want to protect you. Cause you know what internet relationships have reputations like. I'm not saying that you and your fiance don't love eachother.
Maybe you could chat to your parents and try and get him to visit you? In a controlled environment, and maybe they'd feel happier about it

seriously, i've tried everything. they wont compromise at all. but fuck them. they can;t stop true love. not for me. I've never felt this way about anyone before and ive been in some pretty serious relationships. i dunno, its really rough, but i know he is who he says he is, and even though he's not perfect and has made some mistakes, i still love him.

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Is he 15 as well? Its so weird that your parents wont compromise, I mean, I know that they probably have your best interests at heart. But they should know that banning you is only gonna make things worse D:

nah, he's 18. thats got something to do with why they wont budge. and i know right? i mean, they know that trying to stop me is only going ot make me try harder.

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Thats only 3 years older. I'm not going to say that whole thing about you being too young to be in love (cause I don't believe that) maybe they are just worried that its getting a bit serious quite soon.
I know they aren't budging, but maybe you just need to keep pushing. Show them how great he is, what his ideas are for the future (not just with you). And ask them whats the difference that you've met him online?

I mean...COME ON!!! If he was 2 or 3 years abouve you in school they would tell you to be careful, but I doubt they would ban you!

i know! i feel like ive tried everything though... i feel so trapped...its honestly tearing me apart right now...

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